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Do you ever feel left out by your friends or family?

Okay, so, friend X and I were friends for many years and were the best of friends. Even though we were not in the same classroom, everyday at recess, we would eat and talk together every time. 

As days passed, friend X made a new friend, I suppose she's much better than me? So, friend Y and friend X started hanging out, and, well, left me out. I'm not saying that I'm jealous, but tbh I do feel kinda jealous sometimes. So.. friend X stopped talking to me and started hanging out with friend Y & Z ever since then. I mean, we talk sometimes but I miss how we used to talk about everything and share secrets. 

And at home, when my parents, my sister and I are hanging out in the living room, they'll only talk to my little sister and I'll be like just sitting down there, like I'm invisible to them.
I always think, 'why can't my families be like those in the movies where their parents ask their children "how was your day/school?" ?' But then I don't really like talking about my feelings to other people, so I don't care. And if I tell my mum about my feelings she'll talk and talk like there's no tomorrow. Sorry mum! 

But my mum always tell me this: "Your sister is still young so she needs attention. Why are you jealous of her?". I'm not jealous, why would I be jealous of a 5 year old kid? But I think she's right. Because when my mum doesn't talk to my little sis, my sis will be so angry. Idk why. 

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